I woke up the next morning my body heavy from the night before the rage still burning in my chest like fire that wouldn't die down I had masturbated watching that video again the one with Isabel tied up and those bastards using her every way possible my cock had throbbed hard as I stroked it fast picturing John's smug face and he face with the cum but after that the shame hit me like a why the hell was I getting off on my wife's fuck it made me sick to my stomach but the anger pushed it aside I had to do something smart not just punch John in the face because that would blow everything up Isabel was already fragile she couldn't know I saw the footage yet or she'd break down thinking I judged her for what they forced on her and Ella our little girl needed normalcy and her friends not this nightmare so I got up showered quick the water hot stinging my skin like punishment then made coffee strong black to clear my head .